Having so many asian friends, I’m starting to feel like they don’t like me as much simply because I’m not the same race. Its as if not being asian makes me less cool or less of a friend. Knowing people think that way really hurts and now I’m starting to think i need to find people who appreciate me as a friend not because I’m mixed race but for who i am and not judge me on the colour of my skin but what’s within. When it doesn’t happen to you you don’t understand but when your the one observing and watching you start to notice these things. It’s always been like that but recently it’s really starting to have a negative impact on my emotions guess this is the reason i wanted to move away to a new uni so i could find a bunch of white people who quite frankly are to ‘PC’ to treat someone differently because of skin and perhaps they weren’t raised in the same style or what ever. It’s the subtle racism that pisses me off. Not the type thats like fuck black people but the type that generally just walks towards the same race before the other races. A hardwired concept inside that you don’t realise you do; but you do.
#Racism
